Poetry: And the world will smile at you

Poetry: How can I still love you?

Valentine’s Day Promise

This Valentine’s Day,

I will not promise you

the twinkling stars

or the dreamily shimmering

blue moon.

No, don’t get me wrong,

My love, But,

I will not promise all those

fantasies,

that I cannot really gift you.

But,

I will vow to love you

till the eternity

And make you realize
howspecial you are.
And you’ll crave for

no cloudland.

Because my love will be your

Only euphoria.

And I will promise you

Honesty, love, trust and happiness.

I will not promise you

the bed of roses only.

For I know every rose

comes with its thorn.

Life can be cruel at times

and I promise at those

harsh moments,

I will be the last person

to leave you alone.

What good are the big vows,

when one fails to bestow

even a simple smile?

What good are the big crystal moon

and the twinkling stars when

you have eclipse in your heart

and misery in your eyes?

Today, my dear,

the world has failed to realize

that happiness comes from within.

So sweetheart,

I will not promise you

only the happy days ahead.

For life is the blend of

ecstasy and agony.

But I will assure you that

in every strive,

you’ll find your hand

locked in mine

and together we will make

our future shine.

I will not promise

the expensive pillows

to make you sleep at night.

But I will guarantee that

my arms will be there

to hug you tight.

And, in my arms,

may your eyes shut

with utter pleasure

every single night…

Today,

I want you to know this,

that your smile is my

only Sunshine,

Your ever glowing face

is my full moon.

And, the ever fluttering

big glowing eyes are

my glittering stars..

My love, if today,

you catch my hand and

whisper in my heart

that you love me,

then,

I will need no particular day

as Valentine’s day

to love you and express myself.

Because with you beside me

every day will be my

special day.

Every day will be my Valentine’s day.

Every day I will love you.

I promise that.

How can I still love you?

How can I love you
when you don’t love me?
Like everybody,
I am a human
And I have a heart,
a selfish heart
which wants me to be happy
So,
Is it possible to love you selflessly?
I don’t know….

Lying in the ground,
If I stare at the sky
and the merrily flickering
white clouds,
I think of you.
And, when the cloud flows
with the help of zephyr
forming your sketch
in the colossal blue canvas,
I adore the view
that leads me to you.

At the nights,
as the cricket sings outside,
I remember the cool autumn nights
when I used to sing
love songs for you.
My voice used to pierce
the soft part of your heart
and with teary eyes; you
used to kiss me at the
pale moon light.
Ah! My love,
that was my paradise.

And Now,
My heart shivers in pain
because it misses you,
your divine touch of
your lips on mine,
and the  warmth of
your soul.
My trembling body
rushes towards the window,
and I gaze the shimmering
stars and the glistening
moon.
Each reminds me of you.


But how can I keep on
loving you,
as the very crystal moon
and the gleaming  stars
never remind you of me?
How can I keep smiling
when you sketch the face
of some other person
but mine,
on that very lovely
moonshine.


For how long should I try
to be strong,
and
avert myself from
doing something wrong?
No matter, how selflessly
I did start,
I am finding it sore,
to hush
my egoistic heart..


If today I try
to run away,
this breeze with your
aroma
comes my way.
And,
reminds me of you,
Once again.
Once again, I
crave for your touch
and the tears will only fall
with the golden memories
of such.


I want you to know this,
If you decide to leave me
and keep me waiting for you
stranded all alone,
I may no longer be selfless.
My pounding heart may
break into million pieces
and, my love,
tell me how can I still love you
with that shattered heart?
I am not that strong……

Memories

Nothingness hovering, emptiness all around

but memories of you fill the life

you are not here, there is no sound

but your feelings within are rife

No perfume of your in the air

neither your laughter has rung

but I have always sensed you here

Enjoyed your thought like a sweet song

Your warm breath is no way near

But I can feel your affection within

Memories of you gift me a tear

And also the lovely sudden grin

It matters not how vacant is the place

or without you how my heart is pounding

Always in my mind you’ll spread the grace

Forever you will be the angel of my surrounding  

 

मुटु

हरेक पिंडा सहने

एउटा यस्तो ठाउँ बनायौ

दह्रो बनाएको भए हुन्थ्यो

प्रभु!

मुटु त बनायौ

तर हल्लिने बनायौ

सबै दर्द, सबै बेदना

अनि सब व्यथाको

बास स्थल मुटु नै बनायौ

दह्रो बनाएको भए हुन्थ्यो

प्रभु!

हल्लिने बनायौ

माया प्रेम पनि भगवान

यसै बाट सुरु गरायौ

कसैको लागि भावना पनि

यसमै कैद गरायौ

यसको पर्खाल दह्रो हुनु पर्ने

प्रभु!

हल्लिने बनायौ

मानव शरीरको महत्वपूर्ण अंग

मुटु नै बनायौ

प्रत्येक ढुकढुकी संग रगत मात्र होइन

भावनाहरु  पनि प्रवाह गरायौ

निडर, अडिग अंग बनाएको भए हुने

प्रभु!

हल्लिने पो बनायौ

सानो ठुलो आपत बिपतमा

मुटु नै काम्ने बनायौ

फेरी सानो-तिनो सुखमा पनि

यहि मुटु नै हंसायौ

बलियो बनाउनु पर्ने यो मुटु

प्रभु!

हल्लिने बनायौ

कस्तो हुन्थ्यो होला यदि

विरुवाझैं हामीले पनि

अतितलाई मेट्न सके

पुराना पातलाइ हटाई

नया पालुवालाई स्वागत गर्न सके

तर तिमीले त अतितलाई पनि

यहि मुटुमै गढायौ

फेरी यहि मुटुलाई तिमीले

प्रभु!

किन हल्लिने बनायौ?

शरीरलाई आदेश दिने तिमीले

बुद्धि त बनायौ

तर दिमाग ले मात्र होइन

मुटु ले पनि सोच्ने बनायौ

फेरी त्यहि मुटुलाइ तिमीले

यति भावुक बनायौ

प्रभु!

किन यसलाई हल्लिने बनायौ?

त्यसरी भगवान तिमीले यो शरीरको

बोझ जति मुटु मै थमायौ

सुख, दुख, माया, घृणा आदिले

यसलाई निकै भारी बनायौ

कडा बनाउनु पर्ने अंग तिमीले

निकै संवेदनशील बनायौ

दह्रो होइन तिमीले

प्रभु!

यसलाई कमजोर बनायौ

 धेरै हल्लिने बनायौ...धेरै हल्लिने बनायौ ...   

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