Forgiveness!!

How long can a thing bug you even after the umpteen attempts to let it go? Mahatma Gandhi said,"The weak can never forgive. Forgiveness is the attribute of the strong." Perhaps I am not that strong enough to forgive. Forgetting and forgiving gives you the peace. And when you can't do that, you alone are left with the suffering regardless of what the actual pain giver is in whatever state. It's been 15 months since this incident happened (let the incident be a secret here) and what bugs me is not that this happened but how it still feels like a fresh wound and I can't let it go. The saddest part is that the date of this incident is imprinted on my mind. As long as this continues, I won't find a moment's peace. September 23, 2017, I need to forget you.

I have no hard feelings with the concerned person anymore. But, the incident, as a whole, brings moment of conflict within me. I need to be strong. Lot more strong and not make myself suffer anymore.