Friday, October 15, 2010

लाचार

गगनबाट असिना बर्सेझैं तिम्रा ती नयन बाट आँशु झर्दा
तिम्रा ती चोटहरुको मलम हुन सक्दिन म

जीवन को अँध्यारो पलमा तिमीले बत्तिको सहारा खोज्दा
आफु जलेर उज्यालो छर्न सक्दिन म

म त केवल तिम्रो सुखमा साथ् दिने स्वार्थी हुँ
तिम्रा दुखमा तिमीलाई ज्यान दिन सक्दिन म

भयो, मेरो सामु न आउ तिमी, नराख म बाट आशा
आफ्नो हाँसो दाउमा राखी तिमीलाई हसाउन सक्दिन म

क्षणभरमै पवनसंग बग्दै डांडा काट्ने बादल हूँ म 
तिम्रा दुख पखाल्ने बर्सात दिन सक्दिन म

संसारमा मृत्युको भय बोकी म पनि आएकै छु 
तिमीलाई झुटो आस्वासन दिन सक्दिन म
आफु मरेर तिमीलाई जीवन दिन सक्दिन म ll

Sunday, October 3, 2010

Time changes but not the love

After all this time when I saw you,
my heart beat in a faster rate.
Nothingness started to subjugate me
and all I could do is gaze....

I remembered the bygone, we shared,
when we used to be so together.
But now the time has changed,
and you are with some other.

Seeing you gone, was hard for me
I couldn't resist the pain
Now, that you are in front of me,
there is nothing to gain

I have always loved you
and i will continue doing so
But the person, you are with,
won't be liked by me, though.

There was so much to talk about,
But this was not the desired situation to be
I had no words for you to start
neither did you have for me

For an instance, we talked through eyes
and I felt you missed me more
You closed them letting the tears flow
I was pinched and my heart tore

Every single drop of your tears
Revealed the abundant love for me
Your slow soft touch in my hand
Provided a much awaited glee

Breaking the silence I dared to speak
that you were as graceful as ever
Subsequently turning the head away
Staring the wall you started to quiver

The time of departure was imminent
But I, very much, hated that reality
To watch u go, again, leaving me
was not at all very easy

With a heavy heart and tearful eyes
I realized the fact that you could never be mine
And as you were walking away, I whispered,
”Whoever you be with, may your future always shine”

“I LOVE YOU FOREVER……”

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