Sunday, July 18, 2010

WAITING FOR YOU


I think I hurt you though I didn't mean to do so
Will you please forgive me and let that go?
I have always wanted the cute smile in your face
But today, the smile is gone because of my carelessness

You always held my hands in my bad days
Now, You don't need my shoulder in your sad days
Oh girl! don't you know how much I adore you?
I want to hug you now and say I love you.

You have gone so far that no one knows
I am still waiting for you carrying a red rose
But it seems you have forgotten all our past memories
Now I can do nothing except regretting the things I did

Your one smile used to illuminate my day
Since you are gone, my day starts in a gloomy way
But I still see the light of hope far-far away
that you will forgive me and come back one day......

MIRRORS DON'T DISCLOSE INNER FACTS


I looked in the mirror
It showed my face
I searched my inner me

But I could find no ecstasy

I, then, looked in your heart
No, I didn't find myself there
I closed my eyes in disgrace
This time I saw my inner face

I saw myself in chaos
perhaps something was pinching me
I looked so baffled and frustrated
which was making me feel uneasy

I glanced at my heart,it was unhappy
It had only reason which made it heavy
I requested it to share the problem
It sadly said that it was lonesome

I felt so sorry for what heart said
And I cursed my helpless fate
My heart was in bedlam and in pain
suddenly from my eyes,tears started to rain

I opened my eyes and got them wet
I again stared in the mirror and saw them red
This time the glass was speaking the fact
as its reflection was perfectly exact

SEARCHING YOU

Wandering like a river
trying to pacify at some place
searching you all the time
but I still couldn't win the race


I remember where I first saw you
It was at the park
You were in a hustle
as it was nearly dark

Captivated by your charm
you took me out of the blue
Were you an angel or a princess?
Oh! I didn't have any clue

You went away from there
I felt like I lost my body part
The pain increased more
as you took away my heart

I wonder what my sin was
to have bestowed this pain
To wipe my flooding tears
will you show up once again?

I searched you everywhere
just to catch the glimpse of you
But all my efforts went in vein
as you left without leaving any cue

Standing at the same park
dreaming your presence at this place
I was smiling to myself
cherishing the bygones with a dismal face

I, then, looked up in despair
this time I saw the sign
The distance between us proved nothing
except how much I want to make you mine

I closed my eyes thinking you
saw your charming face with a spark
I then opened my eyes hastily
because I felt you coming in the park
coming in the park

YES...Finally u are back.....................

INNOCENT PRISONER

Gloominess all around me
I could see no light
The pain is ruling, tears are flooding

I know there is no way I can fight.


I scream, I cry, I hit the walls
but all I get is woe
I curse my fate, sit in disgrace
having nothing to do.

They dragged me in this ocean of chaos
blaming me that I committed a crime
Now I can do nothing
except to sit and hymn

They smashed my face real hard
and thwacked my jaw
They made me naked on those frigid nights
for breaking their law.

They tortured me all night long
just to make me accept the sin
I had no any alternatives left
except to agree and lean.

I had no evidence of being innocent
So I accepted the crime
For I could not bear the grief
that they gave me every time.

Now, I am waiting for that day to come
when the ropes embrace my neck
I will then fly freely in the air
with no pains to take.

LITTLE INSPIRATION MATTERS

I halted in a station
waiting for the bus
There was a crowd of people
who were in a rush

I was frustrated 'n' disappointed
Glominess all around me
So hopless and helpless
I was cursing my destiny

The pessimism was ruling me
when the bus showed up
People started to overflow
having abandoned the coffee shop

With no joy, I got in
and looked around
I noticed a boy
singing in a lovely sound

I stared his innocent face
and perched beside him
his voice was so alluring
which made me forget my suffering

His singing was heavenly
it was covering my mind
But it broke my heart
to find him blind

His mother told about him
that he was blind from his birth
Insipte of that fact
he looked happiest on earth

His mama was so elated
to get him as her son
Despite the complications
he had huge ambitions

I had everything in my life
but still I was sad
Having no eye-sight he looked happy
I wonder, was he mad??

Within a short period of time
he changed my way of thinking
his eyes did nothing special
except the motivational blinking

My pessimism faded away
as I got down in the next station
I thought he was a god
who was masked as a blind person

After meeting that little boy
I learnt a vital lesson
"That success follows us
when we hold strong determination"

QUEEN OF MY HEART

You are miles away from me
We two are very apart
but still, I feel you inside
The Queen of my heart

The way you smile
just takes my breath away
I want to descry you
every single night and day

I smile in pain
and dance in shower
I smell you in the air
and see you in every flower

When the breeze touches you
and your hair flies
I just watch your beauty
without blinking my eyes

Gazing the twinkling stars
in the darkest night
I miss you more than ever
craving to hold you tight

When you are around me
it illuminates my earth
I become ecstatic
I experience the mirth

In this heart of mine,
you sowed a seed
To make it grow,
love is all I need

You are the only reason
the reason of my existence
No, I cannot live without you
I cannot withstand this distance

My life is attached to yours
Without you, it has no start
I want you to write my story
THE QUEEN OF MY HEART

Tuesday, June 22, 2010

DAY DREAM

You are perched in a golden chair 
With a shining crown above your hair.
You are drenched with raining flowers
urging me to descry you for hours

When you run to catch the butterfly,
your both anklets sing so high.
Catching the attire when you play
You make me insane for a whole day

You sing with birds and flow with rill
At that jiff, paradise is what I feel
Never seen such an enchanter before
Who lures me to watch her more and more.

When the sun rays kiss your cheek,
Your skin turns rosy at its peak
After the cool breeze caresses your figure,
You feel tickled and start to shiver

I begin to love your angelic charm
And want to be the king of your realm
‘I love you’ is what I want to scream
But I am afraid this is only the day dream
Only the day-dream…….

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